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Please forgive me, for I am not a peot. I just wriet how I feel and if it comes out like poetry, then that is what it is. So again, please just read this and cooment on what you think. Enjoy.

Sometimes I feel useless.
Like God just put me on this earth just to be here.
I serve no purpose in life and I dont deserve to be here.
I do not make a difference.
I just go on day by day doing nothing of importance.
I am just here to be here and no other reason.
No one finds me special and no one finds me amazing.
No one likes me and no one hates me.
There is no reason for me to be here and I should just leave.
I dont deserve to be here and I dont deserve to be free.
I should be gone, it would make life better.
If I were gone, everyone would be happier.
The friends I have dont care and the boys I know dont either.
If I were gone everyone could move on with their life.
No one would have to worry about me.
I would not have to feel miserable just for living.
I would not have to make my “friends” feel miserable.
If I was gone, would you miss me?
If I left, would my friends miss me?
Would anyone miss me?
Probably not.
Because no one loves me, no one cares for me.
They all say they do, but they dont.
Do I deserve friends that try and help me?
Do I deserve frien ds who care about me?
Well I dont.
I take my friends for granet.
They are perfect in every way.
And they care for me a lot, whether I realize it or not.
Do I deserve to be here?
Of course

Thank you for reading this and please comment. This is a great way for me to get out all my feelings. Thank you for listening